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Tuesday, 31 January 2006

k.. i'm giving up on this whole xanga thing.. one too many to keep up with.. y'all can catch me on myspace tho.. www.myspace.com/dontforgetmissy.

Friday, 27 January 2006

HELLO!!

Gosh.. it's been forever since I've written on this thing.. I miss you all! :)

Just wanted to let everyone who hasn't seen me as of late that life is going great these days.. I start looking for a job on Monday. :( boooooo! but I shall find one so no worries.

Love you all.. I'll try to find some time to write more soon.

Thursday, 15 December 2005

"Dear Diary,

It's been four months and I still love that man..."

That line from Diary of a Mad Black Woman has been running through my mind all week. I want to just get over him.. move on..but then I think of that line.. its been four months and I still love that man... four months is a really long time.. but the point was, She knew he wasn't for her so as she's saying that, she's still slaving away at some low-paying job, being strong.. holding onto God and all He promises. Where will I be in four months?

God.. whether it's a month, four months, or a year before all this smooths out.. I will continue to always bring it back to you. When my heart is hurting. You will be the first One I talk to.. when I'm mad, I'll vent to you Jesus.. I will hide in the shadow of the Most High.

Wednesday, 14 December 2005

I've tripped again and things are starting to get interesting.

Don't give me choices cause I can't decide.

I'll go from bad to worse and later back to better

but I'll never burn the bridges that I meant to burn.

And dreamin doesn't do no good

cause I know all I want

and I'm okay and I'm alright

I better take it and forget it...

Songs stuck in my head, but quite fitting I do think....

I want to forget it all. Want to forget what you did. Want to see you as beautiful again. Want to believe you love me again. Want to believe our friendship wasn't just for your gain... But I can't forget... I never will. I never need to. Because it's in those times of remembering that I can allow myself to keep my distance... My goal.. stay too far away for your eyes to take me over again... I really do still love you, you frustrate me. I want to scream at you and show you all of what I see you to be. Tell you what you're missing, even though you already know... I miss you and I shouldn't. I want to spend time with you even if you tear my heart to shreds all the while... I want you to be what I thought you were and not what you have actually become...

I can't do anything but pray for you right now... God, remind me day after day that you should be who I run to and not my friends. Remind me of what I am worth.. one of my guy friends once said, "your a woman, something to be treasured" and I remember being taken aback. Yeah, girls are supposed to be treasured and I am a girl but the thought that I was supposed to be treasured seems to slip my mind. That's a hard one to swallow.. you do mean to say that Missy See should not settle?? Hmm.. good point I suppose.
Anyway.. I'm rambling. Night Y'all.